You’ve made me hate everything, and everyone in sight. Made me see what people are really like. On the deep down inside. How we want to just use people and end up doing it too, voluntarily – but mostly involuntarily. How mankind is doomed, and how everything you think is real isn’t. How people don’t really care about you – and how you should step over people before they step over you.
How a lot of things we assume exist or want to believe in, really don’t. Like a neverland, and a heaven or hell. Any of those things …
You’ve made me what I am today. The narcissistic, sadistic, egotistic, sexist – cynically depressed agnostic. You’ve played a very large role in creating me. You’re the person that probably could be held accountable for who and what I am today.
You’re the reason I ever really knew depression. Angst. Hate. Pain. Fear. Agony.
And the reason I still know what it feels like. And can still feel it, even though it was so long ago.
And we can burn down all old bridges, to create new ones.
But can we really?
2 comments:
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makes me wonder who are you talking about..
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