Blah the world.

I feel really, really blah, right now.

I leave for Karachi, in around 26 hours, and I'm still not sure if I've packed or not. Plus, the lil kitten that's been staying with me for the past week, whom I call little furball, has no home to go to while I'm gone .. It's a mess.

To top that off, I haven't been eating well, or sleeping well. The result? I've grown really, really weak and have lost my appetite all together. Aah, life is good ...

So, anyway, let me write about the music I'm blaring in the background right now. Slipknot's new album, All Hope Is Gone. If you're into heavy metal, and haven't heard All Hope Is Gone, you don't know what you're missing out on. Go get.

Got Metallica's new album too, by the way. Death Magnetic, was it? I've been let down. Don't know if this is what old people mean when they say Metallica sold out back in the days, but I think the feeling is similar for me, this time around. Ok, maybe I'm exaggerating a bit, I don't really HATE the album as much as I've expressed, but I haven't really given it a lot of listening time either, somehow it just hasn't clicked in my head like the previous Metallica albums. Meh.

Anyway, I've forced myself to write the two paragraphs above .. and I don't think I can really go on much more. I'm in serious need of something good to happen to me, or I'm going to stab myself ...

... on the hand ...

... with a toothpick ...

Hate.

Hate what you put me through
Hate I can't forget you
Hate you don't know what you want
Hate you're putting me through your experiment
Hate you being two faced and lying so easily
Hate me being so trusting and gullible
Hate not being able to not forgive
Hate me for forgiving
Hate that I needed you
Hate that you knew that
Hate your selfishness
Hate your lies
Hate your lies
Hate your lies
Hate you ...

Burn.

I feel like writing, out of nowhere, so let me tell you about something funny. Something called "Godsmack"

Me and my friends, we like playing Counter Strike, or Call of Duty 4. Out of me and my friends, Me and Zaib are probably the most dominant players. And so we have a running joke, each time we give our fellow players a lesson in Shooting 101 we like to say "We should get our hands insured, man, that's how good we are at this"

Funny story, I set my left hand on fire yesterday. How? I was refuelling my zippo, and a little fluid dripped on to my hand. I thought maybe I could do like Ghost Rider, and it would be cool. Left my hand burning for 5 seconds, and after that it was all a world of major hurt.

Yet, here I sit typing with both hands and planning on another round of Call of Duty soon. I would tell you I don't have the word 'rest' in my dictionary, but someone would probably argue that I should've checked before buying the dictionary.

Anyhow, that's nuff' said for one post. I need to go "ice" my hand. Have fun, living! (no pun intended)

Katrina Kaif

This is me trying out the publish-to-blog feature on my phone, with a picture of the very cute Katrina Kaif.