If I was caught in a book, when I was younger, I would always take it with me to social gatherings. Not only because I really wanted to know what happened on the next page, but also because it gave me an excuse to not socialize. I could hide behind my book. It caught a lot of people as very peculiar, I'd always have people ask me why I was reading in a room filled with people. Sometimes I even got asked if I was studying for a class or an exam. Their disbelief and astonishment was met by a very similar disbelief and astonishment. Surprise and confusion was met with similar surprise and confusion, as if I didn't understand the question. This is why I never really had a solid, or well thought out answer.
I don't know, I like reading books? I like this book? It's interesting? I like books?
As if failing at their first attempt, or not contempt with the answers they'd get, they would wander over to my Dad or Mum and ask them the same exact question. As if, for a second opinion, much like an unsatisfied patient. I often had no idea what my Dad or Mum said to them, I'd be hard to hear from behind my book.
My Dad never asked me to stop, though. Neither did my Mum, actually. They let me sit behind my book. I will always be grateful of them for that.
There's always time to get reinstated within a society that's never completely accepting and almost always judgmental of you, even after telling you to be yourself. But as we grow older, we drift further apart from our childhood and fairy tales and fiction doesn't appeal to us as much as it would to a child. During our childhood is when we truly submerge and are willing to be taken away by the world of stories other than our own, stranger and more romantic than our own.
I once attempted to read a book called "Sophie's World" by Jostein Gaarder, which first put this idea in my head. Unfortunately, either in part due to the fact that I had other things going on in my life at that moment (I was on the plane to America for the first time,) or because I just didn't connect with little imaginary Sophie's world enough, (I'm not making a sly joke concerning Philosophy here, by the way,) I haven't gotten back to the book yet, and it's been around three years. There's this one part of the book that always stuck with me, though, so I'm going to put it here.
One morning, Mom, Dad and little Thomas, aged two or three, are having breakfast in the kitchen. After a while Mom gets up and goes over to the kitchen sink, and Dad--yes, Dad--flies up and floats around under the ceiling while Thomas sits watching. What do you think Thomas says? Perhaps he points up at his father and says: "Daddy's flying!" Thomas will certainly be astonished, but then he very often is. Dad does so many strange things that this business of a little flight over the breakfast table makes no difference to him. Every day Dad shaves with a funny machine, sometimes he climbs onto the roof and turns the TV aerial--or else he sticks his head under the hood of the car and comes up black in the face.Now it's Mom's turn. She hears what Thomas says and turns around abruptly. How do you think she reacts to the sight of Dad floating nonchalantly over the kitchen table?She drops the jam jar on the floor and screams with fright. She may even need medical attention once Dad has returned respectably to his chair. (He should have learned better table manners by now!) Why do you think Thomas and his mother react so differently?It all has to do with habit. (Note this!) Mom has learned that people cannot fly. Thomas has not. He still isn't certain what you can and cannot do in this world.But what about the world itself, Sophie? Do you think it can do what it does? The world is also floating in space.
As you've probably already deducted by now, it's a book about Philosophy. I picked it up because I was looking for a beginner's book that would work as an introduction to Philosophy. That's right, a book about Philosophy with the protagonist named Sophie. Isn't that quite clever?Sadly it is not only the force of gravity we get used to as we grow up. The world itself becomes a habit in no time at all. It seems as if in the process of growing up we lose the ability to wonder about the world. And in doing so, we lose something central—something philosophers try to restore. For somewhere inside ourselves, something tells us that life is a huge mystery. This is something we once experienced, long before we learned to think the thought.To be more precise: Although philosophical questions concern us all, we do not all become philosophers. For various reasons most people get so caught up in everyday affairs that their astonishment at the world gets pushed into the background. (They crawl deep into the rabbit’s fur, snuggle down comfortably, and stay there for the rest of their lives.)To children, the world and everything in it is new, something that gives rise to astonishment. It is not like that for adults. Most adults accept the world as a matter of course.This is precisely where philosophers are a notable exception. A philosopher never gets quite used to the world. To him or her, the world continues to seem a bit unreasonable—bewildering, even enigmatic. Philosophers and small children thus have an important faculty in common.You might say that throughout his life a philosopher remains as thin-skinned as a child.
A quick Google search later, and what do you know; you can actually grab a .pdf of the book here. I might actually go back to it myself after three years of first being introduced to it. I originally thought that I had left it here, in Riyadh, but after searching for it just now I can't find it. It's quite sad that half of the books that I've read in my lifetime are all bundled up in a cardboard box in Philly, left to a curious and unbeknownst fate.
This brings me to what I was originally going to post as a separate post; e-books.
I know people are constantly providing rebuttals, making a case for traditional paper based books. After that excerpt from Sophie's World about how we quite essentially stop willing to grow and experiment, or have an open-mind as we grow older, I think this would be a perfect time to make a case for e-books and e-book readers.
Consider my situation where I have been traveler for the better parts of the last 3 years. I've moved around and lived with 6 different people in 4 different houses and apartments. For the past 6 months, I've been in Riyadh with a general disorientation considering what the future holds concerning almost every aspect of my life. This has left me without all my belongings, including all my clothes, my beloved guitar, and most of all - my very prized possessions, my books.
However, most people don't realize that with the switch from paper to digital, we are making our data and information a lot more easier to carry and access. I can carry every book that I could possibly want with me across the globe, and wherever I go. Some would make the argument that we are constantly being bombarded with information as it is, what with social media and what not. But bear in mind that an e-book reader is in no way a tablet, or even a medium which would enable you to partake in your, most-probably, usual routine of useless noise trading over social networks. You can not send a tweet, and you are definitely not virtually poking anyone on an e-book reader. This might be one of my favorite things about them.
The e-ink display is a marvel of technology, and a very little talked about one at that. Not a lot of people seem to understand how an e-ink display works, and at the very thought of reading on an electronic device, dismiss the idea due to the strain they've been experiencing due to LCD displays all their lives. An e-ink display is in no way like a Liquid Crystal Display. For you to understand how it is both different and better, you would have to look at one yourself and experience them in all their glory first hand, or at the very least look up and image or video on YouTube*. The Kindle page on Amazon has both. On an e-ink display, the words "pop out" of the screen, and it causes no strain to your eyes.
The third most popular argument I've received when trying to convince an avid reader to try an e-book reader, is that they're so used to holding a book and turning pages, that the switch to pressing buttons would just not cut the mustard. Here's what I always tell them, though;
The great thing about reading books, is the aspect of switching realities, of being taken into the world of the narrator. This escape from reality is perhaps, non-arguably, one of the reasons and aspects that enable an object as "simple" as a book to hold our imaginations and attention for such long periods of time. Whilst reading a book, one is not aware that he is reading a book. For if he was aware that he was reading a book, he wouldn't be paying actual attention to the book. He wouldn't be walking in a forest or climbing a mountain with Frodo while reading The Lord of the Rings. He would be aware only of sitting or laying down, and holding a book.
This act of being immersed and lost in a book doesn't go away. It doesn't go away, even if we're reading something interesting on a computer. Right now for instance. Are you thinking about scrolling down using your keyboard or mouse, or were you gripping on to every word that I have written?
That is exactly why it doesn't matter, and why reading on an e-book reader is not as inferior as most people assume it would be.
My last argument is most often in relation to the zeitgeist, one of my favorite concepts and ideas.
zeit·geist/ˈtsītˌgīst/
The defining spirit or mood of a particular period of history as shown by the ideas and beliefs of the time.A German word, which my favorite way to describe, is by calling it the "spirit of the age," or the "spirit of the time."
To put it in the simplest of ways possible; before the television ever existed, no matter how you tried to explain the idea of a television to people, they'd look at you as if you were crazy.
Same exact thing with television. Same exact thing with the Wright brothers and them seemingly learning how to fly.
The skepticism or disbelief revolving around these revolutionary ideas did not stop any of these creations to not only go ahead and be invented, but to also quite literally change the history of mankind forever.
There perhaps is no need for me to go on after saying as much as I have, for I really don't want to insult anyone's intelligence. We are already living in times where the News, and Magazines, and even Comic Books are all being read on our LCDs'. (Which makes me wonder how publishing houses are still at it, I mean, sure, we all know of the crumble of bookstores like Borders, but why do people still make magazines?)
The ball has since long been set in motion, and even if you decide to forever swear off e-readers, the chances are strongly leaning towards the idea that your kids are all going to be reading on one. Let's also put it this way; just how many more trees are we going to cut down? Or rather, how many more trees can we afford to cut down?
We are fortunate to live in such exciting times, to witness this avalanche of exponential growth, even if we live in times of increased anxiety and are surrounded by an overwhelming noise of information.
What started off as a simple thought reminiscing my childhood and my love for reading seemingly grew and developed an identify of it's own, as the ideas and words kept coming to me and my hands kept typing them. This might, perhaps, even be my longest blog post to date. Not only because there's a huge excerpt from a book in the middle, because I genuinely feel that I've not only overcome, but also climbed on top of and hammered away this writer's block that had been ... well, blocking ... my thought process for what seems like a good while. As I already said, this was going to be two different posts, or so I had planned.
I'm planning on going back to reading books, and what a better time than when I feel like I'm starting to enjoy writing all over again.
Much love, to whoever read this.
For those who are fortunate enough to comprehend Urdu, I leave you with the random sillyness that is my sister:
@daanisharif I just saw this recipe for "Finnish pancakes" and I was like "Khattamm pancakes" hahahaa* Fun fact: The squiggly lines under YouTube informing me of a spelling mistake only went away after I capitalized not only the "Y," but also the "T." Wow. Advertising is very ridiculous.
8 comments:
hi danish. bored and having a genuine curiosity about how people are up to, yet, not desiring to embrace the vulnerable and judgmental environments of certain social networks...
in some stream-of-consciousness coincidence, i was distracting myself from life-drivels to research kindles, remembering a conversation in a coffee shop, remembering a facebook name, and thus i landed here on a post about...kindles.
anyway...i think one important philosophical thing to keep in mind, since that is your interest, is to not even give in to the constant demand for binary conclusions. cuz that's what a lot of american rhetoric expects, right? take a stance. this vs that. the commitment of a singular view in order to efficiently oppose any other. i think if you have to explain the merits of an e-book to someone--don't. because it's simplistic and narrow-minded to think one has precedence over another. it's ultimately about functionality. and you're right. the verisimilitude of being swept away by an entrancing story means stories will find a way to shift from one medium to the next (newspaper>radio>theater>silent film>computers>books>kindle....)
in many ways a lot of arguments on issues--in this case ebooks versus print--are somewhat erroneous in that it always asks us to imagine a world where only one form/side/medium exists. i think the world is too colorful and filled with too vast of experiences, personalities, viewpoints to not have ideas overlap and simultaneously be true.
i agree that children are awesome philosophers (i'm in early childhood education) and what you wrote reminds me of this: http://www.ted.com/talks/adora_svitak.html
and this:
http://www.ted.com/talks/ken_robinson_says_schools_kill_creativity.html
ah well i've said enough, goodnight!
Hey, Linda!
When I first read your name after I received the notification for a new comment, I would've never guessed it was going to be you! How have you been? It's been a while, hope you've been doing well.
Aah, there's so much to say to your comment, my mind is being overrun by words. First of all, in regards to social networks, I've managed to severe ties from Facebook. It's a very liberating feeling, and I don't ever think about it anymore. It feels like kicking a horrible habit! On the some token though, lots of people complain to me about how they're finding it hard to communicate to stay in touch with me. This, however, only makes me think about how people used to do it before Facebook even ever existed. I mean, if you really want to stay in touch with me, write me a damn email, ya know?
But anyway, it's good to see you not only remembered my name (and how to spell it. apparently =D) but also my blog. I think you are absolutely right, especially considering that changes in technology and how media is presented to us is inevitable. I was just in the flow, and the words kept coming to me so I kept typing it out. It's a feeling I used to feel a lot back in the days, but had felt sort of rusty during the past year or so. Hence I kept leading the train of words to wherever it wanted to go. I hope you enjoyed the post!
After reading, and re-reading your comment about five times, I can't help but feel you have like a hidden writer somewhere in that mind of yours. Do you have a blog that I don't know about? If not, have you considered having one? It'd be cool if you talk about what you said in your comment, but with more space to work with. I can imagine all kinds of interesting things happening, especially seeing how you like playing with words. What do you think?
Hope you've been well, and that you like the blog. It was nice to hear from you after so long, I like when that happens. =]
- Daanish.
Yeah. I'm creepy. Well, I'm selectively creepy. Like, I don't try to hurt people or anything. I just like to "investigate" sometimes.
No, I really did think about that day at the Starbucks[?] Cosi[?] One of those places... and remembering what you said about Kindles not handling pdf's. I'm now pretty sure they do. I'm curious how its 3g is working. Do you have a 3g Kindle? I am looking for something that could read pdfs, be non-distracting (no Youtube), while being able to use Wikipedia and Google...a sort of netbook/tablet that's stripped down to its essential. What I want to know is if the 3g pertains to Google searches and not just when buying ebooks through Amazon. Obviously, I might be able to find the answer on Amazon but I'm lazy at the moment.
I haven't touched Facebook in so long either! I'm not saying that with a pretentious, better-than-thou attitude because I think it has its merits--it's just not for me. The amount of information, stimuli, emotional insecurities, involvement... and high school-esque atmosphere is enough to turn me off. I think it also influences people towards a habit of desiring external validation. You sort of have to create a caricature of yourself too so others can "understand" who you are. Things that would otherwise be intangible, felt, and understood intuitively, or emotionally.. are made explicit so it's literally superficial--it's asking for surface level things. So much about why I appreciate people are the unspoken, unseen, and less obvious facets. Those details are what's interesting to me. Not just me. I'm sure most people feel this way.
all this need for validation instead of self-determined worth...is this a uniquely american thing? from the gist of your journal, i don't think you're in philly anymore. i'm interested in hearing your opinions about the social-cultural differences you've witnessed. are we all the same or has western globalization ruined everything?
i have tried to maintain a blog for...too many years. i don't have one at the moment and i don't think i'm going to try (again). =P
but thanks. hidden writer? i've always wanted to write. i feel like if i could just get a free summer, i'd write something. a children's book. a comedy script. who knows. there's too many things i want to do in life that most times i end up not doing anything, haha.
well, i'll read your blog when i can and when i remember. i hope you are well and dandy.
Oi, maybe we should just write letters or emails, heh.
I must say, you have ridiculous memory. I don't even remember us ever talking about Kindles to begin with. But I do remember where we were, hehe, it was Starbucks. I'm sure they work with PDFs' too now, I think they used to back in the day too, but support for PDF files wasn't that great, (I'm not sure if it is now.) Reason for which, Amazon wants to promote their own file format, it's .mobi I think.
Umm, I wasn't sure whether or not you could browse the internet on 3G or not, but I looked into it and it seems like you really can. It's supposedly not that great a web browser for much, except for heavily text-based websites like Wikipedia and blogs, and Google should work too. Oh, I also came across an article claiming Amazon has capped it's 3G web browsing down to only 50 mb per month. This doesn't mean much, except that you'll have limited amounts of data available to you, but I'm pretty sure it wouldn't be that bad if you don't plan on using things like facebook and only Wikipedia...
Man, I know exactly what you mean about Facebook doing what you said it does. High-school-esque atmosphere, definitely. I haven't had the misfortune of attending high school in the United States, but I've indulged in enough American media depicting said atmosphere to be aware. "As cruel as school children," is right. Not that all children are necessarily evil, don't want to say that to someone that's going into childhood education, hehe, but children are just too young to realize sometimes how their actions will truly affect someone else. Other than that, you know how they teach you in starter Psychology classes, about how people act completely different when put in front of a camera, or even made aware that they're being recorded? Well, I strongly feel like, (and this is a comparison I just came up with a few days ago,) that Facebook is a lot like shoving a camera right in everyone's faces.
Not only is the melodrama a little too much for me to bear, everything is just so faux at almost all times. The imitation interactions and other meaningless and involuntary actions we take on Facebook for the whole world to see just... man, you're absolutely right when you call it a need for validation over self-determined worth.
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I'm someone that likes to study, well, things. Including social interactions and just the way people act, react, or think the way they do. I believe in finding the meaning and reason to even the worst of actions, I believe no matter how "bad" or "evil," a person seems, there actions always have motives, and it's more important to know of said motives or reasons than to jump the shark on sanctions and law or judgement. I pay such close attention to human interaction sometimes, to the point that I have constantly felt a divide, or disconnection from the rest of society and myself. It hasn't been a healthy experience, and I'm learning to find the middle ground. I've also realized it is just as important to focus this attention inwards, probably even more so. To realize why I do the things I do, etc. etc. Something about "be the change you want to see in the world." Or something, heh.
My point being, that as long as we're being fake not only to the rest of the world, but also to ourselves, learning more about yourself and knowing yourself better just becomes harder. Facebook manages to bring out the "us" in ourselves that we want to portray to the world, rather than who we really are.
I want my interactions with people to be meaningful. I've been pretty vocal about this new age of social media and networking, I even have a recent blog post called "technology diluted dialogue." I miss the time where people wrote each other meaningful messages, emails and most importantly; letters! I miss the times and days when people used to wait for a reply, to really think about what they wanted to say. When people actually talked and shared thoughts. Man, we have replaced our meaningful conversations and interactions with... button clicks and electronic pokes. Bleh.
I'm not a hermit or anything, man. Or opposed to growth and technology, of course not, we started this conversation over my blog post promoting Kindles. I just want to go back to really connecting with people, and hopefully make them realize that these feelings of being lonely that we all undoubtedly feel at times, the need of being validated and appreciated and paid attention to. It all exists because we've stopped connecting on the level that we used to.
Heh, I could have totally just written a blog post consisting of everything I just wrote. Maybe I will!
As far as you wanting a free summer and everything, man, I've always felt that way too. So many things to do, such little time, it always feels that way doesn't it? Our hectic lifestyles and this anxiety and pressure that we constantly feel to do things deemed "necessary," sometimes feel like they take away from things we really want to do, don't they... but hey, the choice to get started on whatever it is we want to do is always available to us. It's just a matter of when we really feel like doing something. =]
No pressure on reading my blog, you don't have to if you don't want to. =p I just like hoping that people enjoy the things I have to say and write.
I try to be well and dandy as often as I can, sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't! Like, I caught a cold, for instance. I have a horrible immune system, and I just suck at taking care of myself sometimes. But I try!
Hope you are well and dandy too.
- Danish.
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email?
I can't tell if you're asking or telling me. o_o My email address is danish989@gmail.com though.
...because life will make me forget this blog. and words are too public so i need the false sense of privacy that gmail affords.
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